Saturday, December 21, 2024


 

 Felt guilty about even considering skipping his concert today-felt like a blessing that I was shown this and realized I had to go (and I also do really want to) instance of salvation from pure ignorance. Sounds extreme but that is exactly what it is.

Rubbed me the wrong way of course some of it is just petty don’t want to be criticized but also I think she’s just really annoying and I don’t trust her or her opinion.


Very supportive vibe in general, very heartwarming.


but I’m also kind of glad about it I feel like it’s been there the whole time and I haven’t had access to it.

Left early for his show was really scared that I was going to miss it, kept interpreting it as some kind of lesson on my way, some lesson about forgetting/not being steadfast


his eating habit are strange and repulsive to me because they feel immature

I felt bad about this situation and feel a lot of sympathy towards her–I think we are very similar in certain ways


he lives across the street his dad built the building and he has three motorcycles in Astoria and is working on an NFT project

Wednesday, December 18, 2024

Saturday, December 7, 2024