Like an entry in a journal on wheels

I still live in Boston

I left my earring inside the exhibit at the Isabella Stewart Gardner and I think it is strange because there are objects that can be attached and inside of your body for so long, like there are at least five people I have kissed but never without the earring and a lot more than that that the same goes for but instead of kissing it's just speaking to, face to face. 

 

Terry and I on the orange line

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If I could have any thing in any color, I would have an orange dog

POEMS FOR HORSES

It is cold in the house

It is warm in the sun

and I eat dinner once a day

I feel so sad and it is okay that the animal runs faster than I've ever thought to run

Happiness is like a magic toolbox, or a regular toolbox: filled with the same, special thing, which comes in many different sizes

I miss you so much that I've been thinking, lately, that I might have to go away for a while.

Just for a bit, to sort some things out.

Sometimes there are so many mountains. I cannot begin to understand

While I was at the public library, printing out my business cards, you were also at the public library, printing out your wedding vows

                           

I dreamt of rooms in a house leading to different dimensions. One was made of white cushions, and though it appeared to be large, the ceilings were physically low, such that traversing the room required crawling on my stomach. Soon, I had no body at all, and existed within a field of lines and nodes, still white. I cannot describe this dimension. My days of toying with the rooms led to greater and greater danger, and eventually the summoning of otherwordly beings, both manlike and horselike. I realized I would no longer be able to show my friend these dimensions without too great a risk. At times, we must sacrifice a chance to be understood and validated for the wellness of those that we love.

 

Today Is The Neighborhood

not dead yet

they say going cold turkey leads to relapses. so it's best that i go slowly. v slowly.

remember the first time we had dinner? i thought you smelled like a garden. so whatever perfume you used, it worked. because here we are six years later and i remember it all too well.

i miss you real bad, Love. and i love you v much.

Kate at boygenius (Fenway)

You are an only child and a Pisces. I am a Virgo. What about my brother?

Wish we had found each other again. 

Cheers.

Out beyond ideas of right and wrong

there is a field. I'll meet you there.

(Rumi)

me- mid-30s, male.

you?

Breakfast Horses; I Love Animals

 

              

Not Even One Moment Can

 

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A Meditation On Tense OR Beyond the possibility of bringing dead child, or the question of dead child, to mind, the possibility of suggesting the child's reaching a peak of which he's since descended. Of course, ignoring the possibility of the sticker's being intended only for month-long display.

The neighborhood in September

T. ANTHONY COMM. AVE./Babcock (Allston/Brookline)

 I would see You in there with Your friends.

You would smile and turn away.

We seemed to have a Rapport.

You were the Guy Who wore an athletic jacket and sweat pants and I was the Guy wearing Jeans and a Maroon sweatshirt.

Maybe You need an older friend Who understands You?

Let Me know,

I'm easy to get along with

Midnight conversation on Blueline (East Boston)

It was a chance meeting on Blue line. I was coming back from the airport headed to Wonderland to pick up my car. You were going to meet your friends after a long day at work. You told me about the train timings, shared some banter about your previous jobs, we had started talking about Spain when suddenly your stop came at Beachmont. Would love to continue that wonderful conversation...

One in a billion shot that you would read this, but if you do, please write back telling me about the place that you said you got fired from :)

Everything hurts (Back bay)

Everything hurts. You used to come take care of me and make me feel better. We are both males. Come back to me.

subway crush in passing (downtown/airport)

we boarded a late-morning outbound blue line at bowdoin and sat facing each other (you in marigold sundress & tevas, i in grey-green top, blue pants); i transferred to an airport shuttle and sat at my gate wondering where i'd be if i'd gotten off at your stop instead

Leaving with your dogs (Sheepfold)

Long shot, as I don't believe anyone reads these.

Yesterday Monday afternoon around 3:00 pm you were leaving the sheepfold. you parked right next to the entrance driving a rental car. My dog walk up and greeted you rather boldly

you were so nice, have a very pretty smile and sexy eyes

HMU if you want to meet and walk the trails, see if we can find a spot high enough to see Boston

I dreamt of a large, exclusive town within a larger, normal town. It was conceptually, but not physically, gated. The town-inside-the-town was home to ghost horses. Driving through was scary, as I had never seen a ghost horse before, and one was charging towards my car. It was much larger than a living horse. It was not translucent, but it was in greyscale, and in this way, appeared otherworldly. In this same town-inside-the-town, there was also a man, walking through the town green, holding a comically large knife.

He travels until there is no more light and he walks towards the sign and you can only see it from the side and he looks in the window and that is where its coming from and he says the words out loud and then i cant remember what they are

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American Treasure

 

                      

           

     

3 HOUSES

the dance

fish follow goose

work comic

real magic

flies of the south

 

doubles

        

movie trailer

debt in the form of cartoon

 

Mr Jan keeps time

               

landscape

wednesday afternoon in new haven

if we could grow old enough, we could know everything

            

 

the new neighborhood

the man who is best at every sport in the world (collaboration with Mathew)

 

everything but comics

 

 

I liked this man, the way he ate his soup

 

animal, light

 

wrong-number message, presented as poem

 "I just arrived in New York,

when will you

come to see me,

the environment of the coffee shop

last time 

was very good."

the singer

 

sketches for a cartoon where a fly is hovering above the street at a singular point and a car with open windows turns a corner such that the fly passes through the width of the car undisturbed, still hovering at the same point once the car has passed and driven away

 

 

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